Monday, December 12, 2005

The pressures off!

Well, where do I start.

Wednesday, the Hi-5 Concert was awesome. Unlike when Bethany saw them in January last year, this time she danced and sung and went down the front, in front of the stage. She absolutely loved it.

Friday, weigh-in, as expected, saw a gain back to 79.5kg.

Saturday was Bethany's Dance Concert. She was gorgeous. She is the youngest one in the whole school. I was expecting her to freeze when she saw the audience. They came on stage and she skipped in her circle, went to her spot on the stage and danced. I was so proud. She did more than some of the 4 year olds. She jumped and wiggled her hips and galloped. You couldn't wipe the smile off my face. Then after intermission, she did her second dance, just as well and also skipped across the whole stage in the finale. When it was over and they were sitting on stage while the teacher did her speech, she just sat there, she wouldn't even wave to us. She was such a good girl.

Yesterday was my brother's going away get together. Chips and pizza were consumed along with a few drinky drinks. Then before bed and not really being in a smart frame of mind, I stood on the scales. DUMB! I saw the 80's! Then my mind started. A few months ago I had lost 27kg and now it was showing 19. NOT GOOD! I felt depressed and disgusted in myself.

But this morning I think it is what I needed. Of course I have done my proper mid week weighin this morning and the results aren't as bad as last night but I keep seeing that 80.5 flashing through my mind. I don't want to see it again! SO now I am fighting to get rid of it. Bit by bit I will get further away from the 80's, starting NOW!
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