![]() Monday, October 31, 2005 Out of Control No matter how hard I am trying, I just can't seem to control my weight at the moment. Weigh-in on Friday saw another gain up to 78.3kg. That's a total gain of 3.4kg since I found out I was pregnant and a grand total of 4.3kg in the 7.5 weeks of pregnancy. I am drinking water, eating lots of fruit, although my exercise is a problem. Only 1 walk last week. I want to go, its just that I feel so tired at the moment that I don't end up going. I really need to start to make a conscious effort to go or my weigh is going to balloon out of control. I know the 80's are coming, I just didn't expect to see them so soon. Another problem is not nausea exactly, but a feeling of not wanting to even think about food. It usually happens in the afternoon. I'm fine right up until 3 o'clockish. Then just thinking about food makes me feel ill. So I put it off, eventhough I am hungry. So I put it off and I put it off until I am so hungry that I actually feel ill. It's like a lose, lose situation. And quite fustrating. And to top it all off, this usually happens when it is time for me to go for a walk. But mustn't complain too much. At this stage when I was pregnant with Bethany I was throwing up morning, noon and night. So I am going to set myself mini goals. And my first one for this week is to walk at least 3 times between today and next Monday. Friday would be better as it is weighin day and I would prefer to do things from week to week but I am starting a bit late. We'll see how I go anyhow. That's enough blabber from me. Geez I'm a scatterbrain. Until later Be Happy ![]() |