![]() Monday, October 24, 2005 A New Page Well am proud to say that I have just redone my journal with thanks to a lovely template by Caz. I have changed my journal heading from Time to Try to A New Page. I have done this for a couple of reasons. The first is I have been doing this journey for 663 days now so it is no longer a Time to Try for me as I have been actually doing it. Secondly, with my pregnancy, it is a New Page in my life with many adjustments to make and a new time to see if I can keep a handle on my weight over the next few months. Speaking of my weight, I weighed in on Friday at 77kg, so my weight has gone up yet again. Although, doing mid-week weighin this morning and I have actually maintained that weight since Friday so I am happy and not stressing out. I went for my scan on Friday and was a little disappointed. You see, when I was pregnant with Bethany, I had some problems around 6 weeks and was sent for an emergency scan to see if everything was OK. To do this, they had to do an internal (to much info, I know) but I got to see her little heart beating. So when I went for this ultrasound, I couldn't see her heart. I started to panic and stress out but they told me it was normal but eventhough my and the doctors calculations had me a 6 weeks and 3 days, they told me I am somewhere around 5-6 weeks so am being sent back for another scan in 2 weeks, so I should see something then. I was enough to scare me though. Bethany was funny. She saw the screen and knew what it meant, but couldn't put together that it was my tummy. So we have had to explain things to her. Peter is just as funny. Last night they had sausages while I had steak. Bethany wanted to know why I wasn't having sausages. Peter's explaination "You know the bubby in mummy's tummy, well it can't eat sausages" I totally lost it. Well enough of all that. I swore to myself that I wasn't going to bore all of you with these details but it was just so funny. Was planning a good day of exercise today but the weather had totally turned rotten with gale winds and yukky black clouds. Might just have to use the stepper. I am totally into maintaining this weight this week, just to prove I can do it. Until later, Be Happy ![]() |