Wednesday, January 18, 2006

In the swing

Well, the results are in and I must say they weren't as bad as I thought.

I did my mid-week weighin on Monday and was up 900g from Friday. I was expecting 2kg so happy with that.

Have been finish on 19 points for the last 3 days and have walked everyday. My fitness is starting to return and my walk last night was awesome. It was the best walk I have done since falling pregnant in September. I was determined that if the fat wasn't going to burn off, I was going to wobble it off and geez I could feel it shake on my hips(LOL). After reading Jules journal today, I am even contemplating mixing some jogging back in like I used to when I hit that 72.9 mark way back last year.

I even got over a litre of water drank yesterday. Something I have not accomplished in simply ages.

I feel good. The only bad thing is when I weighin on Friday, the results will be from last Friday, not Monday so my loss will actually be 900g more but not offical. Am determined to make it as good a loss as possible.

Have also been doing some thinking on the baby front. Was thinking about postponing trying for a couple of months until my weight goes back down. Its just that as I seem to get back on track, that takes over. BUT THEN, I really want to start trying again. My boss came in on Monday and althought she is only just over 8 weeks, because she is so skinny, her tummy is showing already. That started me thinking and wishing, then yesterday, Bethany and I were driving home from mums and out of nowhere she says "We have to get you a new bubby for your tummy and then you wont be sad". I didn't realise she still had those memories in her. In fact she is more concerned about it sometimes than me. Everytime she sees a baby when we go out, she says "look a little baby" and then she waves at it and tries to get its attention. The other day she was jumping up and down infront of someones pram trying to get the baby to look at her. Pete had to stop her and explain that was scaring the baby.

SO I am going to start trying. Who says it will happen straight away (although it did with Bethany). If it does, well I just have to stop my challenge (again!) if it doesn't and it takes a couple of months, well then that is just extra weight lost.

So my present state of mind is I'm going to kick arse until I get pregnant. Make sense?
Posted by Kim :: 8:19 am :: 2 Comments:

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